I have thoughts...again. The "THOREFOJDSAOIFHOAPISFJDPFHUPASFhAUPUDSIFH" kinda thoughts. Thoughts all over the place, with no control. Random. Disorganized. Happy. Sad. Confused. Excited thoughts. I'm such a girl.
1. My transition to Utah would be 90% easier if I had more than basic cable and had a DVR box.
2. The last 10% would be great if I had my CAR. I hate to drive, but I just want to get out of this apartment.
3. I miss some people more than I thought I would, and several people much less than I thought I would. Funny.
4. Utah men are gorgeous. I haven't seen an ugly dude yet.
5. I love BYU campus, I just need it to be about .5 miles closer to me and NOT on World's Most Ridiculous Hill That Requires Me To Climb An Eternal Staircase Because I Don't Want To - I'm Lazy And Out Of Shape.
6. I need something to do with my time, and all my time consuming activities are IN MY CAR. REFER TO NUMBER 2.
7. Apparently following the Honor Code at BYU means following the parts you like and that make sense to you. If it's inconvenient, don't worry, just ignore it.
8. I've missed 1 week of The Glee Project and I feel like my life is over. See Number 1.
9. I never want to be the sort of person that loses life when I gain it. I mean, people move on and have different priorities, I understand that. It is a part of life. But I never want to just forget people. Or turn my back on them. Ignore them. Make them unimportant, just because I'm doing new things. I wish more people knew balance.
10. I could listen to anything by Adele all day, and Doo Wops And Hooligans for most of a day.
11. I HATE being broke. Mostly because I want to buy new music.
12. I feel more confident in myself here in Utah. the first few days have been hard and lonely, but I just feel better about myself in general. I know what my goal is here. And although these people are a TOTALLY different breed, I really don't need to be accepted to feel like a part of this place. It's pretty cool.
13. I need Natalie Stockhoff to move here and be in my life pronto. We have many things to accomplish in our secret Dossier of Operations and Missions.
14. I don't understand how a boy can make you feel like a queen on top of the world one moment, and make you feel like you're scum the next. Or why I don't mind feeling like scum every once in a while because the Queen moments are the best and happiest in my life.
15. I miss my mommy.
16. Being a roommate, a good one, is a skill that I need to develop.
17. Who the HECK told me it was a good idea to go to college for 12 years in a row? Oh sheesh. Brain. Hurts.
18. I like to nap way more than I should. Sounds like a plan...BBL.
Ta Ta for now,
Me.
