La Tortura En Mi Corazon...

For as long as I can remember, I've been afraid of thunderstorms. It doesn't matter where or when they happen, but I get super scared and want to cry or curl up into a ball. Or if I'm alone, I really do cry until its over or I fall asleep.

But I have this vision of meeting someone that captures my attention in a way like no other. I had this dream, of me leaving after a movie night and being surprised that it's raining. Then he laughs at me, and says "Are you kidding? It's been storming for an hour."

I want someone that makes me forget the thunderstorms...

Way I feel about my romantic future: consult lyrics to Adele's "Cold Shoulder" and "I'm Not That Girl" from Wicked.





PS: Things on my mind at 2:30 AM....
- I really should study for finals. I can't make myself care 1% about whatever grade I'll get. Not good.
- This swine flu thing is almost funny. I mean, I don't want it. But its interesting to see how quickly people can freak out about something. Why don't people freak out that quickly when they realize they can join the true church? why don't people flock to this?
- I should have bought bread today. Tomorrow.
- there REALLY IS a Law and Order marathon on at any time of the day.

XOXO,
gossip girl.

Because I think a lot of things , all of the time

I've jumped on the blog-wagon. A friend has a pretty cool blog, so I figured that if i just make one that makes me one step closer to being as super cool as she is. And I think a lot of things, about life, all the time.

Maybe I should tell you why I think I'm a life-aholic. I think I am one of the most passionate people on the planet. Read: I am extremely devoted and dedicated to everything I'm a part of, to the best of my ability. Read also: I'm not perfect, and there are parts of my life that need kick in da bootaaayyyy.

How am I a life-aholic? Simple: there are a few things in my life that I'm addicted to. I'm so addicted, that there's no separation between these things and my life. In that sense, I'm addicted to life.

Read: I have a serious television problem. You don't even know, I'm watching TV right now. I sleep with it on. I leave it on when I go to school for fear that some crazy mechanical thing will happen while I'm gone and it won't turn on when I get back. I'm particularly attached to any reality vote-type show (american idol, so you think you can dance). In fact, I've gone to see tour concerts of each. Several times. I need a rehab.

Music. I adore music, any type of music. I could listen to anything and everything and enjoy, minus stuff that has bad language or is porn set to a melody. songs on repeat today: Beyonce's Halo, Britney Spears's I Was Born to Make You Happy, Mozart's Queen of the Night Aria from the Magic Flute.

Friends. I love and adore all of my friends. Some of you are better than others. I really try to be there for people, and to do things for them. Friendships are hard work sometimes, and I'm the kind of person not willing to ever let them go.

Cookies and milk. No lie, I really like cookies and milk. Bedtime snack. Chocolate chip and whole milk. Healthy? Absolutely not. Comforting enough to help me sleep at night? Bingo.


PS- didactic: intending to teach a moral lesson.

Here's to happy blogging....