For as long as I can remember, I've been afraid of thunderstorms. It doesn't matter where or when they happen, but I get super scared and want to cry or curl up into a ball. Or if I'm alone, I really do cry until its over or I fall asleep.
But I have this vision of meeting someone that captures my attention in a way like no other. I had this dream, of me leaving after a movie night and being surprised that it's raining. Then he laughs at me, and says "Are you kidding? It's been storming for an hour."
I want someone that makes me forget the thunderstorms...
Way I feel about my romantic future: consult lyrics to Adele's "Cold Shoulder" and "I'm Not That Girl" from Wicked.
PS: Things on my mind at 2:30 AM....
- I really should study for finals. I can't make myself care 1% about whatever grade I'll get. Not good.
- This swine flu thing is almost funny. I mean, I don't want it. But its interesting to see how quickly people can freak out about something. Why don't people freak out that quickly when they realize they can join the true church? why don't people flock to this?
- I should have bought bread today. Tomorrow.
- there REALLY IS a Law and Order marathon on at any time of the day.
XOXO,
gossip girl.
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