Welcome to my insanely huge doesn't make sense totally in love can't live without that boy crush.
I don't know how long I'll be obsessed with this kid. Insert lyrics to David Archuleta's 'Crush' here ______________. But I'm simply fascinated by him. By everything I know about him, and everything I don't know, and everything I want to know.
I'm so unsure of things, often. But I think of him, or look at him, and absolutely feel God's love for me. Does is make sense? No. He's not even mine, yet. But for God to put that much goodness, gorgeousness, intelligence, and amazingness in one person...He HAS to love me. A lot. This kid doesn't have to be mine for me to get that. There's one out there for me, if he isn't it. But I'm pretty sure he is it. Yup. Then all the dreams make sense :).
I want my story to be one that doesn't make sense. I want to meet him and know he's it, and then we move from there. We think about love, we rationalize it. We try to mold it and force it into a box. But I want a love so real and true that I can't even think about it. I just have to feel it. I want the stuff where I can't articulate it to anyone. I want people to think I'm crazy because I haven't known or dated him long enough. I want to love him with my heart, and lose my head doing it.
He has the most breathtaking eyes on the planet. :-)
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