To say it in a song, see my spirit

Well, all I really want to do is love you.
A kind much closer than friends use.
But I still can't say it after all we've been through.

And all I really want from you is to feel me.
As the feeling inside keeps building.
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me.
- Jason Mraz, If It Kills Me (aka Jason/Jeanine make out song)

'Cause I can't keep on feelin' the way I do.
And I can't keep on hidin' my heart from you.
I gotta say something before someone else comes through.
'Cause I can't keep on loving you from a distance.
- Elliot Yamin, Can't Keep Loving You

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you.
And maybe two is better than one.
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life.
And you've already got me coming undone.
And I'm thinking two is better than one.
- Boys Like Girls, Two Is Better Than One

My feelings area always wrapped up in a song lyric. I've been that way for years. But it just doesn't make sense how captivated I am. I'm here and I'm sick, and busy, and I have a million things to do. But I see him everywhere in everything, but I know that I'm probably less than an afterthought for him.

I wish he would see me for my spirit. I think he's a rockstar ;).